Once again, I am back to square one with a particular friendship. I am to the point where I am no longer worried about what friends I have or who my current BFF is ... I'm OVER it. My true friends are there through thick and thin ... wouldn't let a PATHOLOGICAL liar come between us ... and would definitely talk to me if something were wrong ...
I am at school to get my BSN degree and walk across that stage with my diploma and get that pin I have worked my ass off for ... if you aren't walking with me then get the hell out of my way. I've got goals and dreams and NO TIME for petty DRAMA. I'm taking care of me and at the end of the day ... it's about who will be there through everything ... ME!! Sucks that it's coming down to this, but I think it will make my life so much easier. I am not here on Earth to please anyone but myself and God. If I'm happy with who I am ... I could really care less about the opinions of someone else.
I was concerned about a friend and it got me nowhere. I had no idea being a great friend with concerns could backfire. Oh well, I'm off to study so I can rock this Pedi test everyone is a wreck over! :) smooches!
-B
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